i have tried to get into this account with no success. i am aware of the issues in this particular account and wanted to take care of it. since i cannot access the account, i continue to take full responsibility. i would also like to ask for forgiveness. if you see this account and its very many issues, please know that i agree with you and am upset by my past self. i couldn't access the account to remove said deviations and am upset by that conclusion. the least i can do is apologize for what is seen here. i was an edgy teen with a lot of issues, alongside cultural conditioning by what was viewed as acceptable on the internet at the time. i know why these deviations are not okay in 2022. you're welcome to continue hating me now 14~ years later but i have done everything within my power aside from actually being able to access the acount, including reporting said deviations.